Symptoms of PTSD, but no memory of a 'traumatic event'?

I had p.t.s.d. symptoms all of my life but very little memory of childhood. At 25 I gave birth to a daughter and piece by piece my mind shared the memories of my terrible abuse with me. I would suggest you get a therapist and work on this. P.t.s.d. is an awful illness to live with and the sooner you tackle the healing process the sooner you'll get well. No, I don't think you learned it from your Dad.